Weeeee

My  boy’s finishing up treatment and coming back to me, Monday!!

Soo excited. Scared for how things will go, I need him to be clean. I need to be clean. He seems to have a really positive outlook on things and i hope to GOD it lasts. He says he wants to get back into school, go to meetings, work out.. etc. i love the happy and productive Austin:) its attractive.

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Migos be getting head like

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White children are fucking wild

bruh if I did that to my mom I wouldn’t be here right now….

LOL

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THIS GIRL HAS NO CHILL

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Scared the shit out of him

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People so fake

i see this as the only way to vent lawl

soo. i hate myself for relapsing, i was finally able to go days without even thinking about drugs. the thought didn’t even cross my mind, i blame myself for having no self control. but i realize, its not all my fault. it’s my shitty friends who can’t take into consideration that i can’t do this anymore, that my boyfriend’s in rehab so clearly i’m trying to get sober too. even when i try to remove myself from the situation with the ONE friend i would think would fucking help me out and leave with me. it’s not fair, i know i shouldn’t blame it on anyone. but i’m fucking sick of pondering in my head whether i want to pick up or not. i want it sooo fucking bad but i know i don’t need it and it wouldn’t benefit me.

ugh fuck it, don’t do drugs kidz